Isaiah 52:13-53:12, Psalm 22, Hebrews 10:16-25, John 18:1-19:42
Darkness
is closing in. Death is near. He senses it. He knows it is almost
over. The heat of the desert sun is sucking the moisture out of
everything that is exposed to the bright rays of light. The weight of
his body has put a tremendous amount of stress on his bones. As he
tries to hold himself up to catch a breath of air, unimaginable pain
runs through his body pulsing from his wounds, especially his feet as he
tries to hold up his body. Every breath is a challenge. He has lost a
fair amount of blood and sweat on his journey to Golgotha and while
hanging on the cross for many hours. His mouth is dry, lips chapped,
head hanging, little strength left. Finally he proclaims “it is
finished” and gave up his spirit.[1]
To
say that today is a difficult day for Christians would be an
understatement. Today we hear about the final hours of Jesus’ earthly
life. The final hours that were full of torture and sacrifice. Those
final hours that he endured for you and for me.
It
is very tempting for us to shy away from the difficulty of today,
especially while we listen to the scripture readings. We are tempted to
gloss over the suffering of Jesus, the absence of most of the disciples,
and the death of Jesus. We are tempted to ignore these facts and jump
to the amazingness of Jesus’ resurrection on Easter. We are tempted, but
we cannot give into that temptation. This is something that I struggle
with every year, so I am saying this as much to myself as I am to all of
you... today we must sit in this space which is visually bare and
scripturally painful before we can enjoy the days that are to come.

