Acts 5:27-32, Psalm 150, Revelation 1:4-8, John 20:19-31
Blessed are those who have not seen and yet have come to believe.
You
cannot actually see wind. You can feel it on your skin. You can hear it
through cracks in the door. You can smell things from far away that the
wind moves towards you. You can see plants sway and bend in its mighty
force...but you cannot actually see wind.
Believing without seeing.
There
are many things in and about the world that we believe in though we
cannot see them. We believe in the property of gravity and other forces
of creation, though we cannot see the pressure of gravity at work. We
believe in love, though we have no way to measure it, but we feel it
burn intensely within us. Some of us believe that there are monsters in
the closet or under the bed, though no one has ever actually seen a
monster.
Believing without seeing.
We
come to believe in all sorts of things we cannot see through our
personal experiences and through experiences shared with us by others.
This is especially true when we are young and are still exploring the
multitude of experiences within God’s creation.
As
a child I remember thinking that electricity was some sort of magical
phenomenon, and because of this I would go around the house flipping the
light switches on and off as often as possible. I liked being in
control of this magic. When my dad realized that I was the one
constantly messing with the lights, he sat me down and explained to me
how electricity works and how it costs money. While I am sure he did a
great job at explaining it, I had to just take his word for it. I had to
believe that he was telling me the truth about something that I could
not see. It wasn’t until a few years later when I got to build a circuit
in Science class that I was able to believe in electricity because of
my own experience. If only I had believed my father without seeing.
Our
gospel story today reminds me of a quotation that I have heard
before... “the absence of evidence, is not the evidence of absence.” Let
me just say that again, “the absence of evidence, is not the evidence
of absence.” As I mentioned earlier there are known unknowns, such as
gravity and electricity, things we cannot see but know to exist. But
there are also unknown unknowns, things that exist that we cannot or
have not yet proven. There is a human tendency to logically conclude
that if we cannot experience it then it must not exist. Just because we
cannot prove its existence, does not mean it does not exist at all.
This
is the case of Thomas, the disciple who wanted proof. Now before we
ridicule Thomas for his doubt, we must understand that it is in our very
human nature to be inquisitive, to seek out proof of existence. Reason
and the scientific method has allowed us to learn more about how the
universe works in and around us. It has allowed us to learn that
humanity is just one thread interwoven with many others into what we
know as God’s creation. We use all our senses to experience the world
around us. We can see, touch, hear, smell, and taste, all of which
validates our experience. It is evidence of existence. If that evidence
is partial or missing altogether then doubt creeps in as to whether
something is real or not.
This
was what Thomas struggled with. He was not with the other disciples
when Jesus made himself known to the others, so Thomas did not see the
risen Lord. Thomas had to rely upon the words of others, a second hand
experience, and it was one that he could not reconcile with his own
belief, his own faith in Jesus. He wanted proof, hard evidence that
would cast all doubt aside so that he could then know for sure that
Christ had indeed conquered death. But because that evidence was not
present, he did not believe what the others were telling him. For Thomas
the absence of evidence was indeed evidence of absence.
Most
of us can identify with Thomas. Most of us have been in situations when
we required hard evidence as proof, because we did not believe what was
being relayed to us by another. It is easier said than done to believe
without seeing. It is faith.
Jesus does not condemn Thomas for his disbelief but invites Thomas to
touch him, to physically experience the risen Lord. Jesus is not upset
at Thomas’ disbelief but lifts up those who do believe without physical
evidence. This story provides for us a model of how to navigate the
world around us. We must trust our senses, but we also must realize that
we are human and therefore our senses can deceive us. Jesus calls us to
believe without seeing, to trust in God even when it seems like nothing
is happening. God is working in and around us whether we see it or not.
Near
the end of today’s gospel, John says that he could have written down
many other signs that the risen Jesus performed but that these were
included so that we would come to believe in that Jesus is the Messiah. I
am always intrigued by this statement. What other things did Jesus do
after he was resurrected?! I want to know because I am interested in
Jesus... I also want to know because, like Thomas, I want more proof to
back up my beliefs. But that is exactly why John does not include more
details. We are supposed to believe without seeing. We are invited to
make this story our own story. We are invited to have our own personal
relationship with the risen Christ.
So
where is God working in your life? Where have you encountered Jesus?
Has it been through prayer? Has it been through serving others? Has it
been through the gathered community in worship? We are called to live a
life of discipleship, to have faith in a God who sent his Son to us to
redeem us, to save us, and to bring us closer to the unconditional love
that God has for each and everyone of us. God is working through all of
us in unique ways, our challenge is to recognize the Spirit working in
us and to believe in those things which we cannot see.
Christ is risen, may we all believe without seeing.
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